I look at pictures of Wyatt and it seems like he isn't really gone. I don't know if it is because I won't let myself believe that he is. I can't accept this..... I can't believe that was him that fell out that window. I can't believe that his body was put in that casket and buried. I can't believe I will never be able to hug him, or talk to him, or see him smile at me again. I don't want Wyatt to be a memory. I don't want this to be real. I don't want life to go on without him, because it shouldn't. Why did this have to happen....please someone pinch me, or even better, take me to my brother.

Kyla;
I am so sorry that you have to go through this pain @ such a young age. I feel so bad for you & your family. It just isn't right. There will never be any answers that will fit.
I do know that if it was any one of you that had died, Wyatt would feel as bad as you do. He loved his family as much as you loved him.

One comfort to me when I lost my Cole was realizing that he continued to love me with even a stronger & more complete love from heaven. God gave me a sign sortly after his death that Cole was OK & I will hang onto that sign & othersI have received that Cole is in heaven. Until I go to be with him I will continue to believe in that love that God promises me.

Just remember how many people care for you and your whole family. It's just one moment @ a time some days as you walk that journey of grief.

Love you all

Judy in Dells

Wyatt loves you so much Kyla. He wants and needs you to keep living your life, not just for yourself, but for him also. Never forget that you are loved and that others are missing Wyatt every day too. I can't imagine the pain that you are going through and I wish that I could somehow take it all away for you. Just keep in your heart and mind that you are loved and that people are sending good thoughts and prayers your way every day. Please call me if you are ever feeling down or just want to chat. Love, Beth Huebner (Hauer)

His emails still sit in my inbox, chat transcripts like we just talked yesterday. He's invited to all my parties.

When I get things from you, Ginger, I purposely look at the email list to see his name there. I like that you do that. I still write him emails, but can't always send them. His number is still in my phone.